For Those Who Want to Know the Rest…
Just another Kinky Blogging site
I need to have sex.
Categories: Uncategorized

The problem of course being the fact that I don’t want the kind of sex that I can pick up in any bar in Los Angeles. I just wish it was easier. Sifting through emails on sites like collarme.com is exhausting and has yet to prove its value. I’ve known people that really have had success on there. Like real success. Like happily married with a dungeon in their basement and a St. Andrews Cross in the garage kind of success.

I feel like that’s a long way off for me. I kind of made a decision to give up on vanilla dating because I know it is ultimately kind of doomed. They aren’t going to be able to keep my interest. My thoughts will wander when we’re in bed together to things like leather restraints and punishment for disobedience of the many rules to be put in place. In fact, I will have to think about these things in order to orgasm. I will put his hand around my throat and close my eyes and pretend to be with someone else.

And it won’t take long.

I need sex, but I also need my face pressed against the fucking ground while I receive instructions.

So I’m waiting. I’m looking for that person who understands what I need and I’m sifting through dozens of emails on two kinky dating sites. And I’m waiting. I’m reading profiles and comparing their lists of kinks with my own. Eye contact restrictions, orgasm control, canes, crops, nipple clamps.

And just reading through the lists and profiles is enough to leave me turned on and sexually frustrated in a way that the guy sitting next to me at the bar when I watch the game would have no idea how to satisfy.

Don’t forget to check out my other blog at brookefarmer.com for my thoughts on things that don’t revolve around sex and rope!

Leave a Reply